Sick Of It

I am sick of feeling shame, low self worth, depresion, guilt need i go on.
I have not had a drink for 5 days and want it to stay like that
cr3ig cr3ig
41-45, M
3 Responses Dec 7, 2012

Great job....I have not gone 5 days without booze in over 2 years.......Good luck

Me too i have just admitted i am an alcoholic but am seeking the help i need.

I was once in your shoes. I switched to marijuana by the recommendation of a friend. It made my transition a lot easier, a lot more fun, and it helped a lot in regaining my self a steam as well as get re-familiar with the me I lost so many years ago. I'm back and its me at my best. I got my my life back, made great friends, raising a great family. I'm in no position to tell you to do what I did, because it may not work for you as it did for me. But I know how you feel, and at this point its worth a try. Just remember, try not to loose sight of who you were and are trying to be again. Or you can tell me to just blow it out my keester.

i hate myself every day for wat i do but i am determined to suceed and get the help i need.