I Am An Alternative Male
I have been an introvert and loner for most of my life, partly cause of things that happened to me when i was small and never got to learn social skills and because i have the inborn personality to be shy, sensitive, and not vocal or social. I do get along with people very well, and dont have a problem interacting but still i feel different to the average man in the bar or sportsevent. Not that there is anything wrong with what they do or see the world, I just cant seem to bond with there interests. Im the single guy at the bar,( if you get me there) that looks so out of place that he wants to sink into the ground, feeling like an alien on a new planet.lol The guy that forsefully watches a game of Whatever, without having a clue about the rules, or which team is suppose to win. The guy that hates fights, cause it seems sensless. Im the guy that looks up in the sky and see dragons and monsters in the clouds. The guy that looks at a majestic old tree with awe and wonder, feeling the bark and leaves. The guy that wonders what his true purpose is, and hunts it down day and night. The guy that smiles and "sometimes" waves at people in the street. The guy that is not afraid to show his love and emotions, to his friends and familie. The guy that stops at the streetsinger (however awfull the performince) listens, smiles and drop a coin. I am not talking about supermen, just the others, that sit at home, with nothing to do, or maybe with a strange hobbie or 2, and wishes that there was a kindred soul out there, another man to hang out with. And talk about our "alternative" interests and hobbies and personalities. For I am proud to be a man, but where are the kindred spirits out there, that feel the same way?
