Demon, Angel, Call Me What You Will...

You have known an angel, and a demon. You have met them, loved them, hated them, hated them for loving them.

Certain people affect your lives in such a way, so significantly, even through the smallest act, and you know at least one of each, even if they are the same person.

I am one of those people.

There are those who love me with every fiber of their being, those that hate me like nothing else. Sometimes at the same time. I meet them briefly, and in that time, the fall in perfect love, I domineer their thoughts for years. I see them again, and make them happy. I am perfect for them.

But alas, in time all things fade... Love, Hate, Happiness, Despair...

And they hate me, they hate me for making them love me, love themselves, love life, and when it fades, I turn my sight from them, and they wander, as I do, in the land of endless Night, the mythical Nod.

Some, in time, find a lighted path which to take, but always they remember me, as a fallen angel, black wings dipped in blood, beautiful...or a demon, the great destroyer of their lives, beautiful, full of darkness...there is no medium.
Lucavi Lucavi
26-30, M
4 Responses Dec 30, 2006

there were times when some called me an angel but as I got older some thought of me as a demon<br />
but one day at school a christian came up to me and called me a dark angel for where I did want to lead others to happiness but there one day all that happiness and love faded into darkness and took me years trying to get that light back because there still was a spark left of good you do have a good way in putting all this.When I feel the darkness trying to unleash itself making me one of the bad again I quickly just by staying strong there is no way I'm headed down that dark road the only road I'm ever staying on and I think it's a road everyone should be on is the road of light where there is only happiness and love.You probably have your own way of dealing with it and everyone one else who has been on the dark road wanting to be on the road of light again everyone has their own way of dealing with it.

Boy, have I ever been there... how do you deal with it?

You make me wish I would meet you. For better or for worse, it would not be dull, and I know I would grow from it.

MAN YOU CAN DEFINE IT SO WELL; ONE CAN ADORE YOUR TELANCE OF EXPRESSING; TO SAY WHAT A GREAT GUY WHO REALLY HAS THE ART OF USING THE WORDS & THE ex<x>pression SO WELL; ; IT IS A BLESSING; YOU MUST BE CONTENT IN LIFE ; SOLUTIONS THU YOUR OWN TELENCE; IF YOU ARE SO GOOD WITH YOUR ART OF WRITING AND IF YOU REALLY MEAN WHAT YOU WROTE; YOU ARE THE ARE AN EXAMPLE AND AND A FRIEND OF MINE; ; YOU MUST HAVE MILLION OF FRIENDS AND FANS; WHILE YOU DANCE IN THE MIDDLE OF THEM.; JUST THE LAST PARAGRAPH THE WORDS (DIPPED BLOOD ) MADE IT SCARRY; FOR SOME SIMPLY SCARY PEOPLE;; EVEN THEN THO YOU CAN TOUCH THE SAND ;BY YOUR MAJIC YOU CAN MAKE IT GOLD; YOU LUCKY GUY; TELL ME ABOUT YOUR FAMILY STATUS; AND TELL ME MORE EXPERIENCES .TAKE CARE ; BE GOOD AS EVER; AND KEEP IN TOUCH.THANK YOU.