Not So Good After All

I guess you've heard it all before...anorexic turns to binge eater blah blah. This is actually one of those, but with a twist. I was anorexic and was told that another kilo down would leave me in hospital. I refused hospitalizationand wanted to maintain weight. Or, I did not want to, but I had no choice. I started to increase my calorie intake, and at first I did fine, I maintained until I got overboard. I started to binge eat, and all of the sudden I had gained the kilos I had lost. And I keep hitting upwards today. I can't stop!
Chrissy1996 Chrissy1996
18-21, F
2 Responses Sep 24, 2012

I used to feel in control when I had anorexia. I gave into the doctors and ate whatever they said to get better. Now I binge and cant stop. i feel so powerless and weak.

That is the same as me!! I was also one kilo away from hostpitalisation too!