To My SoldierMy nights are getting longer. I feel like Im running a marathon that I'll never see the finish line. Missing you is my new favorite hobby. I find myself scrolling through old text messages that we have shared just so I can be closer to you. Not being able to breathe the same air, gaze at the same stars, or even share the same space is killing me inside. But I knew it was time, time for us to be apart even though it hurts our heart. Your out pursuing your dreams, and working hard for a better future, not just for you but for us. But why is it so hard? Well I can answer that, nothing easy is worth having. I didn't choose life style it choose me. You knew in your heart that I was going to be the girl that could survive the storm. I know I know when it rains it pours, I just I wish you would have prepared me for this. I think I will manage after all its only 14 weeks. If I have to give up 14 weeks just to have a life time for you, baby its all worth it. Because I know the day that I jump right back into your arms its going to be as if you never left. Because we will be together forever, and some times apart, maybe in distance but never in heart!
NotAnotherArmyGF 18-21, F 1 Response 2 Jul 9, 2012