I Am An Army Girlfriend
I feel horrible being irritated right now, but I am. Everything and everyone says that we (meaning his mother and myself) should have gotten information by now, but nothing. We still don't have his address. His parents still haven't gotten the information from the commander. And his mother called because they said that after a certain amount of days we can call to get the address.. and the guy was horrible to her. So we are stil stuck. I am getting very impatient, and I do not like it. It's not who I am. I know one of the things my boyfriend loves about me is my patience. Granted, I know I can be a nag but I am patient. But clearly, I am not. I am trying to be the cool and collected person I usually am, but every day I find it harder. I am not sitting and pouting, even though it does sound like it right now. And I am trying to keep a smile up and let everyone see that I am okay, but there are those moments where I'm not okay. Where the only person that will make it better seems to missing. I know, and I've said it before here, that once I do get that letter and address I will finally feel better.. but until then, I will continue to be anxious. Now I am not just waiting to hear from him but for my sanity to return. I do keep busy and keep up with my normal schedule, which is missing one huge part, my love.. oh well, I suppose I am done venting.
