6 More Months

"I am an army wife." And to those who arent a part of this world really dont understant all aspects of life. That phrase is supposed to make me feel proud but sometimes reality dictates and it doesnt. I have been married to my soldier for 10 yrs now and we have 3 beautiful children together. I couldnt be prouder of the sacrafices he makes everyday for his country. But sometimes like right now I could give two ***** about our country. He has been gone for 6 months now half of his tour to Iraq for the 4th time!! So you could just imagine its getting a little old. And sometimes the sacrafices that he has made dont seem worth it. But I do know and understand why he is doing what he does every day. I support him, I miss him and I love him more and more everyday not for what he does but for who he is. Anyway I just needed to vent a little bit.

alwayslovingfromafar alwayslovingfromafar
31-35, F
2 Responses Mar 19, 2009

Yes exactly!!! But i completely understand why but sometimes i just really dont care. And it sounds horrible but im only human

I understand. Sometimes their selfless choices can seem so selfish to the ones that love them.