Lonely And TiredWhat do I do when everyone is gone? How do I cope with a sociopathic sister who damages everything in her path and doesn't care. (Including my relationships she may be jealous of).
How am I to be happy when I am so alone that I don't want to be alive anymore?
I am a highly empathic person who feels like a waste of space.
My parents don't understand my sister's actions nor do they understand why I get so worked up.
I have always been on the backburner or got the short end of the stick. I just want my parents to spend time with ME, not talk to me about why my sister is the way she is.
No one understands or can relate to me when I try to explain why my moods change or why I get depressed. But they do want me to meet their new friend to let them know what I "pick up" off of them because I am 95% correct everytime. I don't have anyone with the same interests.
I am 32 years old.
There was a time that I could cope with being an empath and having a few of the "clairs".
And it went away for a while and it was nice introducing myself to me and learning who I was.
But now I feel almost like my empathic sense came back stronger and heavier and I don't know why.
All I know is that I am tired, drained, depressed, confused, and alone.
I didn't get much sleep this week. I am sorry if this may be a bit confusing because I want to give examples and probably will soon.