My Addictions ...

For years and years, since I was about 15 I had tried drugs....used drugs...or been addicted to drugs....

For about 9 years I was totally using every single day - mostly cocaine, but also uppers, downers, smack...all manner of stuff...

That was my lifestyle....and I did enjoy it...

Then, for a number of years I was drug free....then, on being on EP I was turned to drugs again when one of my EP friends confided something to me...she wanted to kill herself....I couldn't deal with that so I went mad on coke again....

Just for a short time....then did it occasionally...

November 2011 my mum died, from drink and drugs, and I just couldn't cope with that....and I found myself in 3 or so months of crack hell, 2 of those months in a crack house....

It's been a slow and gradual orientation back to reality since then....doing coke every so often.....but, since 1st Jan this year - 2013 - I have stopped...

Not missed it....feel much better.....

That is my first chapter of my life story....the rest? That's up to me....

Thank you for listening....

Sammy Jo xx
SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker
46-50, F
2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

Thanks...

Ok...how about mutual support network?

Sammy Jo xx

You are a mentor to me. X