Things are moving along...slowly,very slowly.At times my mind is whirling,my senses are all over the place.My mind feels like its on overdrive.I have more good days then bad but my bad days are reall,really bad!!! I feel like they are getting worse,spinning out of control.I tend to tense up at the end of the day before my mom gets home,what's up with that? I'm feeding off on everyone's emotions more and more now and there while there are days I can control it,there are other days I can't and often than not I give up all together and give in but I know I can't give up,I won't give in.It seems impossible to find a balance.
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May 24, 2012