maintaining. less than. tainted.

heartbreak. guilt. need.

sometimes i have so many conflicting feelings, i can't get my feet on the ground. i may have hurt people in my life, but what i fear much more is being hurt.

how selfish. how boring. to sit here in misery because of the pain within me. i should be learning. i should be perfecting myself through this process.

but, i don't. i'm too tired sometimes, to strive.


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1 Response Mar 19, 2009

me too. sometimes I feel like a broken motor-spluttering to life for a few minutes, then dying...