My Name Is Akaia.I walk this world with depression burning inside me, depression that my "twin soul," so he would be referred as by most, is not in this form with me. I have seen people try to claim him as their own, and it infuriates me. I have memories of times i have spent with him. I can see through people's false claims. The memories my friends have gained have backed this up. This is not relevant at this time.
What is relevant. I doubt many things. I have seen someone claim to know what awaits the angels and the fallen angels after the final battle. I do not see How this is true. Only God knows truly how things will play out in the end. I have seen the final battle in a vision, but no farther. I know which side I will stand on, but that's it. I type this in fury, fury of untrue things that I have seen, false claims. I know many of you tell the truth, but ever so often I come across claims that make no sense to me.
There is so much I want from this life that I cannot have. Being haunted by demons, such as the one I just recently saw downstairs at my home, seeing things I can not understand, and so much more. I feel so alone.... Even on here, I feel alone..
...sorry, just need to talk to someone.
Akaia897 22-25, F 18 Responses 3 Jan 9, 2011