I Finally Feel I BelongI recently discovered that I am an Incarnated Angel (like 1 week ago). I am 24 years old and like most of you have felt "different" my whole life; until I met my husband. Since I was a child, I have always been the "random" kid in the family. I could never relate to my cousins and tried a lot in school as well to blend. Often I was willing to help others and been "abused" of my kindness. Even until today I feel like "friends" only know me when they need me. But I try hard to be used but yet be helpful.
I have always been intuitive since I was a child.I get a lot of premonitions through dreams or I would just get a thought about something about to happen.
I am a pharmacist and love helping others.
Learning about being an incarnated angel was a bit of a revelation to be but yet not.
Since I have met my husband, I realised that I fit "in" as he also knew of the "weird" things that I have been denying for a long time. Since we have been together,I have started listening to my intuitions and here I am.
I met this one lady and she mentioned something to me about being able to read minds and I tried to ignore her but could not. That was before I realised i was an IA.
Also, I feel the presence of spirits. Very recent revelation to me. I had moved in this new flat and always would feel that someone was going to pull me underneath the bed. I knew what I was feeling and knew that I was not going crazy as well. I would feel it when I would be alone and not when my husband would be with me. When I had mentioned this to the lady who told me i can read minds, she told me I am not going crazy and it is most likely that there is a bad spirit there. The day she was supposed to come was not nice for me. I was feeling very uncomfortable and may be the spirit knew it was going to be banished. i could feel it and then the radio just started playing on its own and that freaked me out. that was all before i found out i was an IA.
The lady did a cleansing session in my apartment and now I feel better being alone and no awkward feeling about being pulled underneath my bed.
As I read this website and many of your stories, I feel so much better about who I am and my nature. I want to embrace this knowledge and help others.
Also, I feel energies of people. I once had this flatmate who was very very negative. It was so bad that I could "smell" it. I even eventually had to tell her about it and she must do something about it and go do yoga. Erm, she did not take that very well. Lately, I have been avoiding a girl that I know as I feel she drains all my energy when I meet her and feel very negative after meeting her. I recently read about shielding, so may be i will be brave and go meet her and shield myself prior to going.
What else can I share?
In the past, I would not like to look at myself in the mirror as I would stare back at myself.Always feel like I do not belong in this body when I look into my eyes. And now makes better sense.
Funny enough now that I think about it, I always like my back being scratched. I would tell my husband, please scratch by my shoulder blades (using anatomical terms!) and he would say OK i will scratch by your wings. and he would use that always, even before i realised i am an IA.
So please provide any input my dear incarnated angels! I am SO HAPPY to have found a place that i know that i have "siblings" like me.Thanks.
Looking forward to reading your posts.
anearl 22-25, F 2 Responses 0 Oct 27, 2011