My Spiritual Awakening

Do you think of this as like a spiritual vision? or something that is physical and real? what faith do you come from?

You are so lucky to have such beautiful wings. After enough lifetimes my wings have been tainted black...they also...this makes me scared to admit...but...they have....it's like a design now...but when they first appeared....it was red spots all over my wings....I had no control over how this happened...but it has, and I am ashamed enough to not want to see my wings again. But hearing how beautiful your wings are, somehow it brings me somewhat more at peace with my tainted wings...I know it's weird, but it just did somehow

June is big one... I also was introduced to my angelic side. It's not easy to digest. It comes very calm and slow. Without the big "high" so many people are talking about. Going outside I see that everybody is an angel but we all forgot. We forgot so that we have to remember. Even that it sounds paradox this is what I got as explanation. My thoughts are changing. I watch into the mirror and see someone different even that I see me. I had a lot of powerful experiences with my multidimensional aspects but this one seems to integrate a lot of different incarnations into one being... I am

June has also been a very out of the ordinary month for me. And a friend of mine who is very spiritual, and the only person i really knew and felt that could help me, said it sounded like june was my activation month, as i also turned 25 this month. Its been a wild past few weeks for me. but i feel better than i ever have in my life.

I just wanted to say CONGRATS! This is amazing! I too am still awakening, but it started very suddenly. I know who and what I am, and I feel so much better. I almost feel like noting can move me, as long as I keep my Faith in God, and the angels that help support him and us. I feel like I am finally starting to understand my place in this world, and glad to have many new and good friends to help along the way! Welcome and I hope we can become good friends! Us sisters and brothers have to stick together! :)

i have to post this youtube video.... but until i find it lemme say, i have occasionally thought, humans are just angels with the wings torn off; we have shoulder blades to keep cutting them off when they start to grow back. um lemme go find that video...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDubUuplR5g&feature=channel&list=UL />


although maybe as someone posted that was from a tv show or something... blah... got my hopes up the apocalypse was upon us... i'm always up for a little adventure.

i saw my wings in meditation you are very blessed to actually FEEL them in RL it means you are on the right path. i still have alot of hurdles to overcome in my life, i keep getting angel numbers 44 and 33 -_- 44 meaning to follow my spiritual path and my life path. as in my drive and my purpose for living isn't being really fully met yet. i am very stuck and too stubborn to settle for a regular joe job with no hope of using my inner creativity that NEEDS to come out and be expressed I also see numbers(usually time but not always) that tell me to use my creativity and to do what brings me joy.

@Gothic:



-facedesks- then I give up.... Gothic. I was by no means trying to judge you. I am telling you how I see it. The same way as when you told Jophiel what he was doing on my story was wrong.



But what you are doing is no better than what he or I had done back then. Yes, that is over and past now, but the point being, is you are not seeing the actions you yourself are doing.



I NEVER claimed to be a wolf. I did awhile ago, but as I said on numerous postings/comments and stories, I found out it was in reality a demon inside of me trying to fool me. Or as you may call it "my own inner demon or darkness." That is in the past now, and I am not claiming to be a wolf, angel, or what have you. I am what I am. I am human. I am spiritually awakening. And yes, it is only part of the way, and I may not fully "awaken" until I go onto the afterlife and into Heaven, but I am willing and wanting to spend my whole life trying to get there. :)



I am not trying to judge you. But what I see is you mocking these people for what they believe, by further saying if you skinned them alive they would feel pain, then go on to laugh and say "let's throw them off a cliff and see if they fly!" I know what you are trying to get at... you want to show that what they are thinking is obsurd and wrong. But you are not going about it the right way. You are instilling fear in them, and to them, you may be seen as evil. I do not know what they think. I know a few of them have said they do not wish to associate with you from how derogatory you have been to them. But yes, a lot of them do see you as being derogatory and not helping them. Help them by loving them, show them the way if you wish... but loving and understanding them is the only way you can get through. Show them the light and correct them, but instilling fear is not going to get your message across...



And you are being a bigot, by saying that I should not judge/insult you, but then you do by laughing at me and insulting me for claiming that I think I am a incarnate wolf or angel, and I am "acting like one." When, AS I STATED BEFORE, I NEVER, EVER said I was an incarnate wolf or angel, since I found out I was being fooled by demonic entities.



I know your true intent, but you are going about it the wrong way. And it is just obsurd and wrong, the way you are going about it. THAT is what I am trying to say.

Snow -- A friendly admonition -- One thing to watch out for as you experience this -- never think that you have "arrived". Never think your awakening is complete. I have seen someone very dear to me get to the point where he thought he had fully awakened - he had arrived.....he had to go through some very unpleasant things in order for him to see that he had not arrived - that there is ALWAYS more growing and "awakening" to do in life.

Odd no wings

Hi Snow,



Can also be your etheric bodies having a chance to reveal from under the heavy human brain, that were held by heavy/dark thoughts.



Glad that you are on your way, to be lighter and lighten up your fellow humans you reach each day with kindness and mindfulness.



Many blessings to you!