My Spiritual AwakeningI am in the process of a spiritual awakening. During my awakening process, I noticed that I too had "wings." But, unlike most of you, I did not feel "angelic." I literally felt like a HUMAN SPIRIT WITH WINGS. My wings were gorgeous, nonetheless. They glistened with some sort of what appears to be gold Glitter (but it is not glitter) that seems to radiate in the sun with a brilliant Golden Glow. Underneath the "glitter," the wings are white.... and the shading in between the "feathers" (they are not really feathers but I do not know what else to call them?) is a shade of blue, that appears as a blue-green due to the coloration from the golden glisten on the wings.
I shook my head, thinking I must be delusional. But the wings were indeed there. And today, I felt the WEIGHT of them.
Does it make me an angel? No. And even if I was, honestly I do not really care. :)
I am in the brink of a true SPIRITUAL AWAKENING.
During my awakening, I feel more at PEACE with everything.... with Life, with God... and nothing seems to bother me anymore. I feel the "weight of the world and its Earthly burdens" slowly lifting off of my shoulders. I feel at PEACE, and I feel nothing but Love, Light, and Tranquility enter my Soul. I feel HIS love at its finest, coursing through me as a radiant beam, as His love fill me with joy and happiness. Never have I felt closer to God than I do now, and I just look forward to what more lies ahead. :) I feel the Lord in my life life, as He fills me with the Light of the World. I feel nothing but Love For All, and no longer do I feel the burdens of my past upon me.
I am slowily and rapidly awakening to my TRUE, SPIRITUAL SELF. Whether it is angelic or not does NOT MATTER. What matters is the Oneness we feel as we awaken and become closer to God, and becoming One with all of creation. :) The wings represent my rising higher and becoming One with God and the Heavens. I too have my wings, but I do not claim to be an angel. I am just me, and I am happy with that. Angel, human, or whatever, I am just happy I am born and here to celebrate life, and meet many wonderous people.
I do not care whether I am human, angel, cat or dog, or what have you. For me, it does not really matter. Knowing that we have an Almighty Power who LOVES us SO MUCH to grant us the gift of life for me, is enough. :) Knowing that He created me and EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US in His likeness is the Greatest Gift for me. I am happy to just BE HERE, and spread my love, light, and the Light and Love of our Father to everyone. :D
This is my spiritual awakening. I felt my wings, whether or not they were real or just a representation of my spiritual true self. I am happy to know that I am drawing closer to God. :)
SnowCrystal 26-30, F 12 Responses 12 Nov 17, 2011