Angel Of DarknessOkay. I admit it. If I was Elvish, I would have been with the Elvish who joined Sauron in search of wisdom and crafts. I think that all this enlightenment has made me more evil. *Cackles*. Okay. It's a fact. I have seen so much evil since I freed my mind. I must have taken the fall. *Still laughing*. *Still*. *Composes himself*. Hehehe. I should have been a Fae. I'm thinking of becoming more of a center rather than a good being. I really have a knack for evil. Don't be deceived. And I'll make your world mine! Wehehehe!
Okay the truth is I've been named several things. Demon, ghost, djinn, even an ancient name of evil by G-d. Vampire. I know I came from the left hand of G-d. Does this mean that I should behave evily? No. It still means I am supposed to behave righteously. Do I have too much love of the evil side? Phsst! Like I know. There's lots of fun evil out there! Okay. I do love evil things. I try for the light, but...
...the truth is I want a promotion from evil angel to terrible angel. It's true. I love G-d's Wrath and Destruction. Do I want to be a messenger of evil things? Yes. Sometimes.
Besides whenever I try for good it's always followed by a fall. I was better off being trapped in my head. Evil is in my nature. I want to be a Djinn. The Angel just told me "There is the truth." I don't expect any humans to understand evil.
Yes. It's true. I want to be an evil angel or something more evil. I don't know what it is about evil that's so good. Don't get me wrong. I still do good. I still am noble and would do good things if I could. I just love lying in evil places.
Is anyone going to accept me now? I would say some thing but I'm not going to bother it has no place here. I hope everybody accepts me. I was just born into suffering. Evil things followed me all throughout my life. I've come to accept the evil and hope to be promoted in it. I just wanted to be straight forward. I'm still a nice person. The Angels know this. But I love evil. Evil creatures are common in heaven. It has even been said that demons exist in heaven. There are terrible creatures there. Terrible in our eyes. Evil in our eyes.
All I really wanted was to escape this world using magick. But it seems G-d has other plans for me. I've tried to alter this reality and leave my body and such, but I have through suffering become addicted to this body. What a rip! Am I becoming more twisted? Tsst. A little. I hope I find peace in this new world. Do the demons crave me? Yes. Just like mankind craves me.
Why am I posting this evil post? I dunno. I was too afraid before. I thought I had to live up to everyone else's desires. But I have come to accept the darkness. Hmmm. I think people will still love me. It is a dark environment that I live in and I adapt. *Whispers:* Darkness, darkness, darkness. I'm just playing.
I know I came here starting as a positive angel and it seems my colours shine. Honesty and truth is a start. At least I can accept who I am. I really don't care about what any of you think! I'm just playing again. But I might not though. You know, if you come down on me or whatever. See evil in the works. It's the cold shoulder. Okay. Now I'm just ranting again. That's another thing about me, is I love leaving long pointless messages. That's just me sometimes.
Does anyone else here like a little evil?
Chaff The Evil Djinn.
Shh. You're doing it again!
Chaff (Fae). Could work.
If I wrote my name again it would seem as vanity would it not?
At least most people think I'm crazy. Hahahahaha!
Time to start listening to Goth again!
Enter the darkness into my life.
Yes I'm sharing.
But it's time to go.
Time to go.
See you around sometime.
I'm not going anywhere long, you see?
I'm not going anywhere far.
So right. So precious.
It is time!
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