I am also an Incarnated Angel.
I was roughly nineteen years old when I made that connection, having been aware of my being 'different' to most other people for the largest part of my teen years. Its not that rare for a teenager to feel that they are different; but for me, it went beyond the normal teenage angst into something that I felt with all my heart and soul.
I first came across the idea of Incarnate Angels whilst researching a small sub-culture of people often called Otherkin - they are people who identify their souls as being of a non-human/non-earth origin; elf, fey, starpeople, therians and vampires for the majority. And a small smattering of angelic folk. My digging there didn't answer my questions though; although I felt like I was on the right track, non of those groups really resonated with me on any intimate level - there was still something missing.
Then on a random shopping trip with a friend I found a copy of Doreen Virtue's 'Realms of the Earth Angels'; and like a few other incarnate angels, something in the book struck a chord. I answered positive for virtually every question under the incarnate angel heading and could sympathise with the vast majority of what was discussed. A bit more digging around uncovered several more areas of information around the net and within the libraries with proved useful and seemed to back up my thoughts.
But all of this was still just speculation. The usual human doubt settled in; I was going mad. I was daydreaming. Wishful thinking. After all, it wasn't possible for me to be an angel.
Why not? I can't answer that even now - if I was willing to engage in discussions with 'vampires' and 'elves', what was so difficult about extending that to angels? And why was I ruled out of that simply for being me?
I pushed it aside, ignored everything I had spent months and years drawing together and went back to hiding in a mundane life. Unfortunately, some things refuse to be ignored. And this was definitely one of them.
To cut it short, I actually came to accepting who I am about two and a bit years later; soon after I turned twenty one. A few too many strange things happened to me in those two years, including dreams and visitations from various sources that finally convinced me that it wasn't such a scary, impossible, insane thing after all - and I decided to take a deeper look and really take it on board.
Meditations helped in finding, investigating and developing. And I also decided to work on my healing skills - working as a nurse certainly gave me plenty of opportunity to practise and some of the results were astonishing. Once I finally accepted what I may actually be and started to focus on becoming that and relearning what I had potentially buried upon my incarnation it was strange what changes occurred around me within my life.
I orchestrated a move to Australia at the end of 2007, which in itself seemed to work to fate's own timing - things fell apart at one stage at exactly the right time (which may sound a little strange), and other things fell into place at exactly the right moments. And at one point I even had a strange forewarning that my offered job had been withdrawn a full 24 hours before I even spoke to the agency organising it. I was completely certain to the point that I unsettled the girl calling me with my lack of reaction - I'd had a whole day to come to terms with the idea and understand why it had happened when it had; why would I scream and shout? This 'insight' came to me as a knowledge, no dreams or messages or visions; simply a sudden and unquestionable knowledge that this thing had happened and the reasons why.
Then when I finally made it here, I found out at least part of the reason for the timings of the whole process.
I moved myself into a house share here and found myself living with two other highly spiritual woman. One of whom was the person responsible for confirming my suspicions about my being an incarnated angel. Able to see and sense auras and having done a lot of work with angels before she picked me out from the moment we met. But she also picked out something else.
For almost two years, since first accepting the possibility I had been fighting within myself. There was a part of me that wanted to accept what I was and to get on with my mission. But there was also a part of me that exhibited slightly darker tendencies; a part of me that was more focused on the power and the glory that might be achieved than on the true mission of compassion, assistance and spiritual guidance. She picked that out pretty quickly, and she was a strong and stable friend for me in the three months that followed.
Whilst living in the house things went from calm to crazy when something malicious started causing havoc for the pair of us. I have had contact with spirits before; most of them in the various houses I grew up in, but I had never come into contact with anything that wasn't either benevolent in nature or simply uninterested in anyone around. This thing was malicious. Pure and simple. It scratched, it banged, it thumped, it stalked and on two notable occasions actually physically poked and slapped me.
It is my opinion that I ended up in that place, with those people at that particular time, for a reason. To learn to deal with the not-so-nice side of the spiritual world, and to deal with my own fears and demons that were festering in my own mind. If I hadn't gone through that and really learnt what nasty could be, I doubt I would be in the position I am in today. And that is of one who is willing and ready to embrace who and what she is, and start doing something in this world now. I've stopped running, stopped burying my head in the sand, and stopped trying to inflate my ego with the prospect of what I am - I simply am and I accept that and I want to work towards better understanding it so that I can help where I am supposed to.
I am here, I believe, to help with the ascension that is looming. 2012, or any other name or reference you want to call it by - something is coming, and something is happening. And some of us have been sent here to help.
I had my own issues and lessons to work through first - but now I am ready to start that work. I am still in some ways working through them, but I have been feeling recently that I need to reach out to others like me and to start doing whatever it is I am here to do.
If there are any other Incarnated angels around, drifting past or with pages on this site, I would love to hear back from you.
Good luck and Light's Blessing.
Anrael.
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Posted by angelsab on Jun 21st, 2008 at 4:39AM
Thanks for sharing!!
I did the opposite to you and moved from Aus to the UK! lol Same reason though, just being pushed.
I will write up my story, it seems all our stories are similar, when I get the chance as life is just a bit crazy at the moment.
I hope we can chat some more some time soon, as I don't know anyone else really who is an Incarnated Angel. :)
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Posted by LauraLeigh on Jun 25th, 2008 at 4:00PM
I can't believe that I came across your experiance!
I ironically, was searching for information on incarnated angels; about April I found out from a spirit guide that I was an Incarnated Angel and haven't been able to drop research since!
I sort of but also unlike angelsab; know few true Incarnated Angels. My bestfriend/soulmate is also an Incarnated Angel, so was the spirit guide that I reffered to.
So if you know of any good websites, books, anything that could possibly aid my search, I would be most greatful!
Much love-
Laura Leigh
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Posted by anrael on Jun 25th, 2008 at 7:00PM
Laura, Im not sure about websites - there are a few resources on Earth Angels in general I think, but I haven't really unearthed too much on my internet forray's that are specifically about Incarnated Angels. Most of what I have is gleaned from one or two books, and a lot of introspective thought and meditation.
Book's wise; I'm sure you will have heard of Doreen Virtue? She has two books about Earth angels that have some good information in them - Realms of the Earth Angels and Earth Angels: A Pocket Guide for Incarnated Angels etc...
There are also a few books on Lightworkers I think, that, although not specific, might be of some use - especially if trying to work out what and how to go about one's mission.
The Otherkin Alliance is an old online community for Otherkin, including the occasional Angel, and they have an interesting article there about incarnated Angels based on the research of one of their members: http://main.otherkinalliance.org/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=45&Itemid=34
In fact, Otherkin communities in general might be an interesting place to look for information and other Angels; although I found some of them to be tricky places to navigate - you can get some really strange people around there at times. Not all of them, just the occasional few.
As far as places specifically for Incarnated Angels, I haven't had much luck finding one. Maybe we should pool our resources together ourselves and start one of our own? We might be able to find a few more IA's around and give them a place to come for community and mutual guidance perhaps? Might be especially useful for those just awakening - I remember that - very scary time, and I know I could have done with someone to talk to around that time.
Just an idea.
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Posted by mooorGg on Aug 27th, 2008 at 12:13PM
Hi there. Listen up ive been having the same feelings and i dont know what to do. I feel im different than most people. Im not going to sit here and explain how, because i really dont know how to. i read your whole story and when i saw this...
I am here, I believe, to help with the ascension that is looming. 2012, or any other name or reference you want to call it by - something is coming, and something is happening. And some of us have been sent here to help.
i was shocked. Because i see 12:21 on the clock everyday randomly. 12/21/2012 is supposed to be an important date for some reason, thats what i learned after i searched it up. I also see a bunch of other numbers and it really scares me. I have weird dreams, etc, and feelings; like these weird feelings telling me that i HAVE to do something...
i just dont know what it is.
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Posted by IARaziel on Sep 28th, 2008 at 9:03PM
I have read now a few things online, and one of them was from the otherkin alliencewebsite , then i read your post. I must say that I am glad to have been able to find these posts.
I have always felt a close connection to the Divine, and to Angels, but the new age version of them wasnt always striking true to me, as reports from old texts show angels as terrifying forces, which they are, they are powers of cosmic force that follow the words of the creative force of things.
I read a report where there was a distinct difference between and Incarnated Angel, and an AngelKin, and I have to agree with that, its a long explination so wont go into it here now.
My main issue is I can feel my nature, I can feel my potential inside me, but I cant seem to manifest my "power". "abilities" however you wish to deiscribe it, i can feel it building up, and its like it surfaces but I just cant get it to "break out" so to speak. If any of you know how to actually manifest that would be good to know.
My main reason for knowing my origin, is that, i have a very short memory, of before being born, and actually comming into this body, when I ask my family about it, and others, they do not know how to answer me.
I am now 28, I have learned so much already, but I would love to meet other IA's and also just talk to them.
I feel something comming in the future like others do. But am not sure of my role in that.
As for my username on here, Raziel is an angel that I have worked closely with for a while, and feels right to me, so I have taken his name on here, as he personifies the things that I feel closest to.
Well thats me, hope to har from any of you soon.
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Posted by TWINSOULS on Sep 28th, 2008 at 11:25PM
For those of you who have awaken what are your thougts on the Arch Angels and do any you feel connected to them.
and do you have any feelings regarding the year 2022.
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Posted by IARaziel on Sep 29th, 2008 at 6:26PM
When i contemplate and focus on the Arch Angels, I feel them, not always nearby but out there. Same way that I feel the presence of the Divine everywhere now. But its not just Arch Angels that are felt, its all sorts.
As for the 2022, i am not sure, most of the things I have heard or read about is concerning 2012. Wether I am getting feelings of this or some other event that is to come I am not sure, but I have the feeling of great change. As I said I do not know what role I might play if any. But i do feel my part is yet to come. On whatever level.
Though I would love to meet other Incarnated Angels I am aware that actual IA's are rare, and alot of them are Angelkin etc. I am in the UK and have tried to search the net for anything of meetings, but nothing so far.
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Posted by anrael on Oct 3rd, 2008 at 9:13AM
I notice a slight increase in the activity here and wonder whether we might be able to tackle some of those questions and problems better in a forum-style setting.
It might be forward of me, but I've set up a board at the following address that anyone can use for these kinds of discussions should they wish too.
http://callingallangels.forumotion.com/index.htm
Its empty right now, I'd love it if I could meet a few of you new faces over there and we might be able to share stories and ask questions and advice of each other. Its just a trial idea, but maybe it will make for an easier discussion environment? If anyone is interested please drop by and leave a message, start a discussion - its there to be used and its free.
http://callingallangels.forumotion.com/index.htm
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Posted by IARaziel on Oct 3rd, 2008 at 12:49PM
Seems like a good idea to me. I shall go there and post.
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Posted by otherkin on Oct 28th, 2008 at 12:51PM
Hello; even though i always been suspicious about it, recently i realized totally to be an earth angel. If there are others willing to comunicate with me, my msn is: otherkin@live.it.
Cheers
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Posted by kallena22 on Jan 29th, 2009 at 9:56AM
i think i am also an Incarnated Angel.
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Posted by AngelsSpirit on Apr 15th, 2009 at 8:33PM
i dont think, but i am. i found out the day before yesterday.
in some way i feel at peace now with myself... ill tell you about me on that forum if it still exists..
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Posted by bubalou on Apr 29th, 2009 at 6:33AM
i am also an incarnated angel, and i also realised it once reading 'earth angels' by Doreen Virtue. I would also like to add that i am only 14 years old and have finished the book an hour ago.
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Posted by ISISEGYPT on Jun 4th, 2009 at 6:43AM
Hello Anrael,
I was always a different child. Very quite, very intutive and always seeking.
I never had friends nor a happy family life. Also i was thrown out from around 20 jobs.
I started learning tarot and other alternative healing theraphies.
The ascension process and blockages are slightly delaying my full time career activity. But whatever little i do i am able to help people.
The day i came across the indigo, lightworkers and incarnated angels websites that day my life changed.
Karen Bishops site www.emergingearthangels.com as totally given me a new perspective. She regularly post articles every week or two.
And whenever i check the articles. I am experiencing the same symptoms.
I have not met my guides, or any spirits yet...i think i have to wait longer for that. But some inner voice is always guiding. I have learnt to trust my inner voice
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Posted by BirdsFlyAway on Jun 22nd, 2009 at 9:13PM
Hi :) Wow, um I am honestly a little confused with myself right now in regards to all of this, but I think this is what I've been searching for. :)
The feelings and dreams were one thing, but then there were visions and voices, the visions unnerved me a little at first, but the voices, they resonated with me. At random times, day or night, beautiful voices I can just barely hear, I don't know what they're saying, but sometimes they sing. I love when they sing because it is just so, there's not even a word to describe it. Has anyone else here heard such things? I'm sorry, just trying to find myself. :) Thank you :)
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Posted by arkansaskat on Aug 17th, 2009 at 5:47PM
I just learned of incarnated angels, I saw one of Doreen's books and it called to me. I am an incarnated angel. I knew from my earliest memories that I didn't fit in here, I am unable to feel some of the negative feelings that other people feel and I am unable to not forgive anyone for anything, although I can get mad for awhile. I actually have no one to discuss this with except for my middle daughter because my friends and family would think I am insane or puffing myself up so to speak. I would love to hear from others, my email address is buren@centurytel.net. I may be slow to respond but I will respond. Best of luck to us all and may the bright white light of divine love radiate and touch all that we come across. After all that's why we're here.....
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Posted by angelaine on Nov 4th, 2009 at 7:11PM
hi everyone! i'm grateful to find people like you here. i really needed you. i would love to share my story with you. i believe you can help me find the answers on my questions. my friends who are some kind of psychics told me that i'm an incarnated angel. i've got a lot of queries in my mind. i'm only 18 years old and my researches, i think, weren't enough. i believe, you really can help me. please, let me join your forum. thank you very much...
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Posted by Teito on Nov 10th, 2009 at 3:48PM
Anrael, I must thank you so much for posting this experience... now I know I'm not alone. If you could, I'd love for you to... 'personnel message' me? I'm new, so I'm not sure. Thanks a lot.
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Posted by wolf96 on Nov 13th, 2009 at 3:13AM
My friend was born with his third eye chakra unlocked and he said that I was an angel. He said he could see my wings, although they were small and that I had a very bright white aura. He said I could make my wings bigger through believing in myself and simple exercises. I thought he was joking with me until i got 2 know him a bit better. I was walking around a book store when I stumbled upon "Angel Therapy" cards by Doreen Virtue. I remember hearing my mum talk about them a couple years back with her friends and I though I would buy them and give them a go. Anyway, to cut a long story short, they answered all doubts I've had about me being an angel and I am learning how to unfold my wings. I can sometimes feel them poking in my ear. I've still got a long way to go on my spiritual path, but with belief and perseverence, I think I can do it.
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Posted by anrael on Dec 3rd, 2009 at 7:03PM
Just a quick update and a note so say that the forum that I started a while back is still going. Its a little quiet and I'm working on reviving it a little. So if anyone is interested in coming over and getting together please feel free to come join us and jump right in.
http://callingallangels.forumotion.com/portal.htm
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