I Miss You Daddy

On February 17 my mom said " I need to talk to you" she brought me into my bedroom. She looked upset. She then told me than my Daddy had shot himself. Eversince that day I had been depressed. Then one day, I thoughr to myself that he didn't love me. I needed my dad and he left. Me and my dad were super close but now I know, it was just an act. I still love you daddy I never stop thinking about you even though your only a painful memory
imanangel123 imanangel123
1 Response Nov 20, 2012

Hi Angel,

To lose a parent this way is hard.

I was 9 YO. Different circumstance yet the same.

To face this part of life so young is very hard. So many questions you will have and never get answers too. Just never let go of the love you have for him.

Just be aware as you age that you don’t look for this love from other boys/men. They will never fill this love as it is very different.

Some people look on us differently because our dads did this act, don’t worry about them be with your grief.

Live the best life you can for him.

Still love him....