Guardian AngelWhen I asked god for a guardian angel I got one. The only problem is I could not communicate with it on positive vibes. I'm not sure why. I don't know if it's me... Then I couldn't get rid of it. I do have other guardian spirits, but I'm just not a clean enough being to have a guardian angel and have things work out good. A guardian demon wouldn't fit good either. I was much better off when I had imaginary friends. I have a troubled mind. That's all I know. I picked up on lots of negative energy in my life. But as far as how life goes? I am set in it. This makes the afterlife look like a nightmare. If I can't communicate with spirits in a good way (no positive thoughts). I might just go to hell. I manage to get by in real life. **** I'll probably get a third class citizen's pass in heaven. I don't want to be cheered up about this either. The excitement only kills me. I have settled on this life.