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I Am An Incarnated Angel

Guardian Angel

By: Changedname
Written on November 23rd, 2012
When I asked god for a guardian angel I got one. The only problem is I could not communicate with it on positive vibes. I'm not sure why. I don't know if it's me... Then I couldn't get rid of it. I do have other guardian spirits, but I'm just not a clean enough being to have a guardian angel and have things work out good. A guardian demon wouldn't fit good either. I was much better off when I had imaginary friends. I have a troubled mind. That's all I know. I picked up on lots of negative energy in my life. But as far as how life goes? I am set in it. This makes the afterlife look like a nightmare. If I can't communicate with spirits in a good way (no positive thoughts). I might just go to hell. I manage to get by in real life. **** I'll probably get a third class citizen's pass in heaven. I don't want to be cheered up about this either. The excitement only kills me. I have settled on this life.

-Chaff
By: Changedname
Age: 26-30
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    GuardianAngel5
    GuardianAngel5

    Chaff, I know this is tough but I know for certain that guardian angels are real.

    Nov 25, 2012
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      Changedname
      Changedname

      Thanks for the thought.

      Nov 25, 2012
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    TimeChange2012
    TimeChange2012

    Hi Chaff,


    I am sorry that you suffer this way

    I use exercise as a way to help my brain and clarity of thinking
    Do you get to do much exercise?
    Do you get to eat healthy fresh food?
    Do you get to meditate?

    If it is hard to mediate, then try to imagine a soft water stream flowing through your body

    I found that when I let go of any resentment towards my mother/father
    It was as if a huge load was lifted.

    Trust your guardian’s angels they are your best supports in life.

    May you find your inner peace...

    Nov 24, 2012
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      Changedname
      Changedname

      I exercise almost daily. I have switched to healthy food and have only begun to feel the changes. I don't think that I can meditate any more because when I want to meditate (say on the day) in peace and quiet I have demons in my head. Which is why I don't believe I can meditate in the ways I used to say Zazen or Tai Chi. I hope you find inner peace as well. Thank you. -Chaff

      Nov 24, 2012
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    anonyabusiness
    anonyabusiness

    ...looks like someone needs to compromise,



    thanks great post,



    needed this.

    Nov 24, 2012
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      Changedname
      Changedname

      Thanks! What do you mean by compromise? *Heads off to bed*. I'll check up on you tomorrow. :) Night!

      Nov 24, 2012
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      anonyabusiness
      anonyabusiness

      ... you have to be STOP BEING STUBBORN and submit to them maybe? lol...me tiredz too, goodnight friend

      Nov 24, 2012
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      Changedname
      Changedname

      Christ, like the voices the illuminati put in my head?

      Nov 24, 2012
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