Experiencing The Magic

Realizing that I am an Indigo has certainly been a monumental experience and one that I am extremely grateful for.  Like the rest of you, I too grew up feeling very different and unable to communicate with the people around me.  My childhood was difficult and riddled with mental and sexual abuse.  This caused me to shut down and close off my sensitivities for quite a long time.  I forgot my uniqueness and integrated into normal human life.  But, it is clear now that life has always had other plans for me.  I was literally forced out my toxic situation and began a journey of self realization.  That was about 2 1/2 years ago.  So much has happened in that time and I am overcome with joy at the direction it is all heading.  For the first time in my life I believe in something and that something is ME. 
I very recently realized that I am Indigo (on the days surrounding the lunar eclipse) but, once I did, there was no questioning it.  Since then I have started to feel myself opening back up to my true nature.  I have been meditating a lot more to assist in this as well.  I joined this site in an effort to connect with others similar to me.  There are very few people in my life that I am able to relate to, it has always been this way but, I think finding connects with other people right now will play a huge part in the rest of our journies.  We are not supposed to do this alone, after all...

I HIGHLY recommend these videos to anyone wanting to deepen their understanding of who we (humans) really are.  They are a series of 10 minute tutorials on the science of the spirit itself.  I watched them all straight through when they were shared with me and they played a large part in my discovering that I am Indigo.


simpleintent simpleintent
31-35, F
1 Response Dec 14, 2011

what an inspiring and wonderful post. you are truly a fighter and i am proud f you i hope you have a good journey and not on filled with hurt and abuse like u did in the past. if you would like to email me feel free to do so... :)