I Am An Infp
The major problem with me is the lack to commune my feelings and thoughts.
My disability to show my love and caress.
This shell that i have built around me, that keeps me in more than keeping everyone else outside, creates hinderence in building trust.
I don't push people away, I just don't let them come close, i keep distances cause it makes me feel better. I don't like getting into details or talk about my self. I get irritated when people ask about personal details and try to get under my skin.
But this sort of behavior has caused me a lot of trouble as this creates misunderstandings between me and my loved ones.
People get the idea that I'm ignorant and arrogant and have an ego issue.
The deep love and compassion inside me has never been expressed, its not that i don't want others to know how i feel, i just can't pour out my feelings not in the form of words anyway. I believe in action! And the people around me demand me to speak out my love for them and this makes things very complicated as i am quite inward and introvert.
The words i find to convey my views and emotions just don't match up with the intensity of what i feel deep inside.
I feel like this has caused many loved ones to drift away from me and my life.
I'm confused on where to start and how to make changes in me....
My disability to show my love and caress.
This shell that i have built around me, that keeps me in more than keeping everyone else outside, creates hinderence in building trust.
I don't push people away, I just don't let them come close, i keep distances cause it makes me feel better. I don't like getting into details or talk about my self. I get irritated when people ask about personal details and try to get under my skin.
But this sort of behavior has caused me a lot of trouble as this creates misunderstandings between me and my loved ones.
People get the idea that I'm ignorant and arrogant and have an ego issue.
The deep love and compassion inside me has never been expressed, its not that i don't want others to know how i feel, i just can't pour out my feelings not in the form of words anyway. I believe in action! And the people around me demand me to speak out my love for them and this makes things very complicated as i am quite inward and introvert.
The words i find to convey my views and emotions just don't match up with the intensity of what i feel deep inside.
I feel like this has caused many loved ones to drift away from me and my life.
I'm confused on where to start and how to make changes in me....