Transforming My Thoughts To Words Is Very Difficult For Me

At any point of time many thoughts are going through my mind , but when i try to write them down or tell someone it becomes very difficult for me. Many times it has happened that when i am with a group of people , my thoughts blackout... I am unable to concentrate or think... I become very self conscious and some kind of pressure builds up around me . I dont know why this happens every time with me. It makes me feel pathetic. Sometimes i feel there is so much going inside me that if i dont find a way to expel them i will burst. Is lack of self expression a disorder of some type?
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18-21, F
1 Response Dec 10, 2012

Try reading the book "Quiet" by Susan Cain. Paralyzed is not good, but simply being the type of person that prefers to process your thoughts before expressing them is good. In fact, in some situations your style is much more powerful than the boisterous extrovert. I wish you the best in finding yourself.