Having a tough time with him leaving. Probably because I didn't get to see him. We talked about a few things an the possibility of one of our future plans happening now. His response to if it is was to marry me and for some reason that's not leaving my head and makes me miss him even more. I'm head over heels for him but I'm having trouble fully telling him how I feel. I did tell him he means a lot to me and I wish he wasn't leaving so we could do what we had planned but I just don't know. And every time I think about him I start getting tears in my eyes. Why does this deployment have to happen now? Now to spend another 6-7 months with out him.
Ldylvlylcks2002 Ldylvlylcks2002
31-35, F
Aug 19, 2014