Rejection :(Since coming out as multi gendered androg I have been rejected by all of my friends and others too, my family avoids me, my friends avoid me and even peeps in my recovery community " i am recovering addict" avoid me ? i am not over the top in my appearance by any means i wear mascara and a lil eye shadow my skinny jeans and a cami with a flannel over it sunglasses as i am in so-cal so i don't stick out at all i've been told. peeps just don't understand If i were gay that would be ok and girls can go butch all the way look like total guys but just let a man go fem MAN PEEPS JUST FREAK OUT! I really feel better than ever being myself finally, but i am getting the cold shoulder from everyone, IT SUCKS I wanted and thought i would be accepted just as gay's are but no. not a beautiful man no way gotta be macho and tat back skin headed wife better wearing G. wtf anyway i hate that yard **** it's neanderthal and just fear!.
I am a good looking very fit male body 195 6ft irish german look a lot like the late jfk jr. a lot! i don't understand American society its so sick in the uk and the rest of the world would be a not thing but here its suicide for a male to show tenderness and sensitivity
i hate this country