Lost

i have made so many mistakes in my life and mostly my marriage ive cheated and all kinds of **** now im tryn to save my marriage but i dont feel worthy to my spouse anymore our sex is boring she is boring im basically miserable inside i believe she is to but wont let go i just dont see how this marriage is going to survive she aint got much love for me anymore.we are trying to work it out but i just dont know whatto do . im angry at myself for everything and its hard living with those mistakes we also hardly ever have sex and when we do its bullshit.what can i do i want out but i dont want to cause anymore pain .

blackboylost blackboylost
41-45, M
Mar 11, 2010