Anybody Out There..

This whole thing started about a year ago.
I'm an extremes kind of person....when i 'diet', i DIET.
I went to Italy for 6 months as a foreign exchange student, and got home about a week ago.
I made the decision to leave BEFORE the 'disorder'.
I did not gain as much weight as i thought i would. I exercised, didn't eat like a fat ***...
However, Italian culture is food.
so now, i am trying to get back to how i looked before i left.
I just want people to talk to, to relate to. I'm lonely.
Another problem of mine is depression.
By looking at me, you could never tell I'm depressed or anorexic.

But...
livehotnothappy livehotnothappy
18-21
Jul 20, 2010