I'm So Scared

I can't stop doing this to myself and I'm so so scared.  I know it's horrible for me.  I'm tired of living a lie.  I'm tired of telling everyone things are ok.  Why do i do this?  I feel like a freak and I just want to be able to look at myself and feel ok. 
Joey x
joeymarie joeymarie
22-25, F
1 Response Oct 12, 2010

Tell somebody that you are not okay. Tell someone you trust. You deserve to get better, and live a nice long life.