I Hate My Ana (might Be Triggering)

it keep saying i need to losse weight its putting me on this diet the abc diet imma have live of this andall night exercise if i wanna losse it of

Week Mon Tues Wed Thurs Fri Sat Sun
Week 1 500 500 300 400 100 200 300
Week 2 400 500 Fast 150 200 400 350
Week 3 250 200 Fast 200 100 Fast 300
Week 4 250 200 150 100 50 100 200
Week 5 200 300 800 Fast 250 350 450
Week 6 Fast 500 450 400 350 300 250
Week 7 200 200 250 200 300 200

hes became stronger i cant fight it anymore + evrey one left me..i might well obey whats there to live for i havent left my house in a year or even talked anyone besides online in half a year :(
xkity123x xkity123x
18-21, T
6 Responses Mar 7, 2011

Good looking out Lillian! but even the natural sugars convert to a **** tonne of calories. <br />
Haha yeah Kitty that was the problem I had too, see if you just eat something really small each time you feel like you are about to faint, like a carrot stick. You should only need about 3 or 4 for this to work :) You're sick? immune system takes a massive dive so keep up with multivitamins and if you are also slightly bulimic make sure you take them after you purge. xxxx

i got of this diet i collapsed ..i just eat once a day something small n work out but im super sick cos of ana

Oh yeah, sugar content in some drinks is ridiculous. I always check the nutritional info. I have complan for breakfast and maybe a Slimfast shake or a smoothie if I want sugar. But the smoothie I have is natural sugars, so they don't bloat me.

I know what you are going through. I am struggling too with the proAna demon. Any feedback or if you just want to chat.

Mmm when I still lived at home I ended up just eating dinner, only problem is around 4 oclock you're kinda likely to faint. When you say liquid diet it could be misleading as the sugar content in fruit is RIDICULOUS!

Wow, I can't believe you can have such little to eat; I'm jealous. I have to eat dinner with my parents and I try to snack during the day so I won't want as much dinner, but they always get worried if I don't finish it so I always end up having about 800/900 calories on average, the least I've had is 600 calories, the worse since it started has been today... I had 1768 calorie today, because of chocolate :( I'm so depressed. And I can't fix my mistake, even though I feel soooo sick, I can't coz my family will hear. I don't want them getting involved.<br />
I'm going to start a liquid diet in the day and eat dinner at night, hopefully my parents won't notice that. Not until I hit 100 pounds anyway, I'm still at stupid fat 108 pounds at the moment, it sucks so much. I just wanna sleep it off then exercise, go for a walk, go shopping then go back to bed. If only my weekends were like that, but alas I have no freedom like that, no control.