Its All About The Pants Size
Everyweher i look i see those girls with the stick thin legs. The legs iv've been fighting myself to get. every one of my freinds has perfect stick legs, perfect flat stomach, and they complain about being fat, so what the hell does that make me!? My best freind madi wears 000 American eagle jeans. And i wear 0, is it even worth trying anymore? I want to be so thin..and now it feels like everybody else is, exept me. I cry when i stare at my curves taht i wish i could destroy. I cry looking at the stomach i have, its almost flat! it just wont be what i want no matter how much i dont eat. I just drink energy drinks, 0 calorie ones ofcourse. And eat carrots and celeray....When i sit down or try to strech my ribs hurt so bad i almost pass out and fall back to the ground. I Hate myself. Why can i be thin like every other beutiful girl.