I Am Anorexic
So this is my story....
I can't look at myself in the mirror. I look like i have 3425161 pounds -.- no, really. i'm so fat that i can't look at myself. Everybody is telling me that i'm not fat, that i look good, but i don't believe them...cause i know that they aren't telling the truth.
So right now i have 143 pounds. (HORRIBLE, i know :/ )
I would love to have 110 pounds. That would be my ideal weight.
So pleaseee, can you give me some advices? For example, how to avoid food, how much should i practice everyday, how much water should i drink...etc.
So please, help me...it would really mean a lot to me. It would change my life. I would be so much happier if i was thinner..especially because i wanna be a musician...a succesful musician.. a singer...you know...people are telling me that i have an incredible voice for an 14-year old girl (i don't know if that's true, but i think that i sing good), that i'll make it big one day....i'm not sure (i'm not that good). But i'm sure in one thing...i'll never make it if i will be fat... like now. I mean...look at all the famous singers...they are all beautiful, thin...
And i wanna be like them...i just wanna be thin. That's all. I maybe have talent, but i don't have the look.
And you don't know how many times i've cried just because i am fat...and i don't wanna cry anymore.
So i'm begging you....HELP ME. I'll be grateful to you till the end of my life, believe me..
yeah..that's it. :P
btw sorry for my bad english, i'm from Europe...i hope you understand me xD
I can't look at myself in the mirror. I look like i have 3425161 pounds -.- no, really. i'm so fat that i can't look at myself. Everybody is telling me that i'm not fat, that i look good, but i don't believe them...cause i know that they aren't telling the truth.
So right now i have 143 pounds. (HORRIBLE, i know :/ )
I would love to have 110 pounds. That would be my ideal weight.
So pleaseee, can you give me some advices? For example, how to avoid food, how much should i practice everyday, how much water should i drink...etc.
So please, help me...it would really mean a lot to me. It would change my life. I would be so much happier if i was thinner..especially because i wanna be a musician...a succesful musician.. a singer...you know...people are telling me that i have an incredible voice for an 14-year old girl (i don't know if that's true, but i think that i sing good), that i'll make it big one day....i'm not sure (i'm not that good). But i'm sure in one thing...i'll never make it if i will be fat... like now. I mean...look at all the famous singers...they are all beautiful, thin...
And i wanna be like them...i just wanna be thin. That's all. I maybe have talent, but i don't have the look.
And you don't know how many times i've cried just because i am fat...and i don't wanna cry anymore.
So i'm begging you....HELP ME. I'll be grateful to you till the end of my life, believe me..
yeah..that's it. :P
btw sorry for my bad english, i'm from Europe...i hope you understand me xD
By:
iwannabeanorexic
Age:
13-15
