I'm SlippingI'm slipping towards anorexia i think. My brain keeps telling me not to eat... I look in the mirror, I'm way skinnier than all my friends already, but when i look at myself i want to get lighter... feel more free.
If i can control one part of myself, then maybe i can get a grip on my life..
Everything seems to be out of my control.
I am not anorexic....... yet........
I dont want to go there, but i do.
Because i feel like only my boyfriend cares about me. And my mum is so controlling that I'd like to be able to take control of myself..
I need people to talk to about this, I feel so lonely.
Illlusion 16-17, F 4 Responses 1 Jul 27, 2011