I Miss It

Almost a year ago now I went into recovery from anorexia. Now a healthy year later "I'm Fine." I just want to scream at anyone "This isn't my choice! This isn't what I want!" I feel powerless. I feel so hurt. I want my old life back. I want to be sick again. Sometimes I think the only thing that keeps me healthy is my fear of becoming insomniac again.
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18-21, F
1 Response May 7, 2012

Hi, I'm only 13 but i know exactly how you feel. Its almost like you need the anorexia because without it you feel out of control. :/ x