I Am Just Not Good Enuff

I am not good enuff to be here. I get told I'm not good enuff I get jumped beaten and abused. Why does it have to be me I am only 13 this is suppose to be the best time of my life yet it's been the worst ever. Im going to be small I want to see my bones again. Im glad I will be gone most of the summer so I won't have anyone forcing me to eat or watching my every move. Ready for My life to start over I've been thinking about so much and yet I don't feel any better. I'm going to be me again one day. Everything is going to stop and finnaly go my way. I won't be jumped beaten and abused any more. When I get where I want to be it will all stop. They will regret ever hurting me and making fun of me one day I'm going to be great and everyone will see it
13-15, F
3 Responses May 22, 2012

xx stay strong hun!!

stay strong, be a good person to those that hurt you. Work hard, you can do this!

I am always here if you need me in any way!