I've been trying to fight the urge for the past two years but the only word that has been floating through the back of my mind is fat. I can't fight it any more. I refuse to. What I need right now is a friend. Someone who will support me and help me keep my head in the game. I need someone who will be there for me and help stop the urge to just fill my face. I can't do this alone. My family wouldn't understand, my friends wouldn't understand. If someone out there ages 15-18 can help me, maybe do a plan with me, that would be great. I can't text until Jan but you can message me on EP. please. I need you.