Trying To Overcome Anorexia.

I got refered to counselling for being Anorexic. I had my first session Monday. I guess it felt better to be open with a stranger that I know can help me overcome my problem. There's a part of me that does and doesn't wanna overcome it, I don't know why. I don't know what's triggered me off to become Anorexic. Maybe it's my ridiculous past in the back of my head that I can't forget, or maybe it's because I hate myself so much, maybe it's both? I don't know or understand... I keep getting so down about myself lately, I look at tumblr quotes about eating disorders and life and they all weirdly represent me, life, and how I feel. I'm so down about myself lately even though I've got loads of support, I'm just so depressed and I hate myself, I need mental, physical and emotional help, I'm just not me anymore...

- Happy to help anyone with a similar situation to me or in the same situation, I want everyone to be happy with themselves and if there's any questions message me and I can help :)
mediakilledbeauty98 mediakilledbeauty98
13-15
2 Responses Dec 13, 2012

I am so happy for you - glad that u are taking this step - to step into your life and become the person you were born to be.

Thank you so much! Means a lot :D

Do the stuff you love

That's what I'm going to do from now on :)