Hi, I'm Anorexic Too

Hi all,

I am anorexic too, I would like to share  my story with all of you too, I think that I became anorexic due to low self esteem and depression :( 

Sometimes I feel the urge to eat.. and then I cannot puke some types of food, yesterday I could not puke (I don't know why but my body could not puke) and today I felt soo fat and continued to eat since I was hungry.. : (  I felt REALLY BUT REALLY depressed :( after eating sooo much.. I finally puked after 2 days.. now I am feeling much better and am looking forward to lose more weight to go back to my 37 kilos.

Anyone with my same problem of not being able to puke sometimes??

Thanks

x

anabracelet anabracelet
22-25
3 Responses Mar 8, 2009

Hi<br />
No i'm anorexic not bulimic, I try not to eat but sometimes the urge is greater.. i am trying to stop but then when i am depressed i feel the need to purge :( i am 38.8kg at the moment and my bones are showing now..

i'm sorry to hear about your puking problems, but do you have bulimic tendencies? like over eating extremes? etc. hope i could help.

I've had ana b/c of depression & I dont know somehow It's not low-self esteem but i feel fat :3