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It's All I Think About.

I'm 16. I'm too fat to even be considered anorexic, people think it's a joke. I'm 5'8", and 135. I used to be 124 when I smoked, but I quit. I'm disgusted with myself. I stare at the mirror and cry. I have a wonderful boyfriend, loving family, so I have no reason to be unhappy. I just want to be perfect. I used to be 165, but was put on Concerta for ADD. I lost 40 lbs and loved it. I love losing weight. I want to feel it again. But it's like I don't have support from anybody. I need it. I thrive from it. I don't know what made me think I was fat. I was so happy... so happy.. Ana made me see reality from the dream I was living. And now I just want to wither away. I want motivation. I miss being happy. I want so badly to be happy. So. Badly. 

 

Please, help me be happy. Fat is not happy. 

 

Oh, and my name is Melissa.

lissx lissx 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 18, 2009

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hun ur not fat but if u dnt have a reason 2 smoke y bother

hun ur not fat but if u dnt have a reason 2 smoke y bother

hun ur not fat but if u dnt have a reason 2 smoke y bother

hun ur not fat but if u dnt have a reason 2 smoke y bother

I hear you :{<br />
I went through about the same thing.<br />
I went on a diet, lost weight loved it. Then hunger got the best of me :{<br />
Names Emma, 17, 140 pounds. We can talk if you want to :}

listastic@gmail.com

do you have an email?<br />
We could talk?