I Am Anorexic

I'm Highly Addicted

By: MorphineXxLipsxX

Written on October 21st, 2009

Hey guys. I'd like to say I'm not Anorexic...But that would be a lie, I am. I'm 20 years old, 5'4, 118bls. I've been underweight by 20-25bls for most of my life, till I got my first job at Mcdonald's when I was about 15. When I was 15 I was 110 to 115 probably, when I stop working there I was 17 and up to 155lbs. I was really depressed about the whole thing.

About 2 years ago I was put on Adderall for my ADD. It's Helped me Lose alot all of weight in just a sort time and I'm Happy about loseing it but I just don't really see it to much tho. I walk / run about 6 to 8 miles a day just to make sure I wont gain anything back. I Put thos weight bands on my ankles when I got to the Doctors, so they wont take me off my adderall for loseing to much...I'm Addicted to Loseing weight and sadly because of all of this I'm highly addicted to Adderall now.

By: MorphineXxLipsxX

Age: 18-21 , Female

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pinkyswearx

Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified (EDNOS) lists six non-exhaustive example presentations, including individuals who:

[1]Meet all criteria for anorexia nervosa except have regular menstrual cycles

Meet all criteria for anorexia nervosa except their weight falls within the normal range

EDNOS is anorexic behavior without technically being extremely underweight.

Oct 21, 2012
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stuckthisway

um i'm 5'5 and 110 and I'm not thinenough to be medically classified as anorexic so neither are you at 5'4 and 118.

Apr 23, 2012
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lolomfg

Uhhhh.... 5'4 and 118 isn't anorexic.... (Me) 5'5 and 84 pounds is....

Nov 17, 2010
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- stuckthisway
  wow!
  
  Apr 23, 2012
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lissx

I'm on Concerta... I take 72 mg everyday.. I know how you feel. >.

Nov 13, 2009
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WarriorMom

My adderall addiction has been a challenge also. It feels good to function again as everyone else does. To even process a thought feels amazing. I went from straight A's in college to mush brain until I started taking it recently. I feel like me. But I'm also an addict and abuse it. I just went two nights with no sleep yet. I have something going on this afternoon and when I'm done I'll crash, unless I choose to medicate myself through that too. I'll sleep some 19+ hrs and feel great when I rise. The thing is that I have poor health and I shouldn't be abusing my body like this. I've been ill for so long, years! It just feels good to feel good again.

Nov 13, 2009
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g9

The only thing I see is that your twenty and addicted to life ,stop being so concern in what you do and live life as other twenty something live . You're starting to sound like a forty something that despise life .

Oct 21, 2009
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