I Want To Stop But I Cant Stop

I want to stop this whole not eating thing but i cant. I look in the mirror and hate my body. I am afraid if i stop that i will hate myself and my body more. i have lost 30lbs in just 4 weeks. I am not sure if that is good or bad. I miss the good old days when i was in high school and skinny and looked good =(

DaughterOfGod DaughterOfGod
18-21, F
Feb 19, 2010