Growing up i was taught that the world revolved around sex.  That sex was most important in a relationship . I heard  women and men discussing how good it was.
I found myself wondering what the heck was wrong with me. I hated sex. Had many sexual partners . I tried it  yet found nothing special about it. If
I fell in love  it didn't matter to me if  he
could perform. I fell in love with the person for his kind loving ways.

Later I met someone married him and found him to be a sex freak. He is not who he led me to believe he was. I feel trapped. I do not love him now. He has lied to me deceived me .  I want out but I don't know how.
charlsie charlsie
56-60, F
1 Response Dec 11, 2007

Hi there <br />
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I myself comitted to a long term relationship around ten years ago. <br />
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It stopped working two years ago, getting the strength to tell my partner I wanted out was one of the hardest things I have ever done but once I did it I felt so much better and in control of my life. <br />
Im not saying its been easy and yes I get lonely, but if something is not right and your not happy, you owe it to yourself to be happy and free. <br />
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I wish you very much luck, and strength. <br />