I Am Ashamed Of My Behavior
I mistreated a person horribly for several years, and now this person is gone, and there is nothing I can do. I would give anything to turn back the time and go back and do everything differently. I have been suffering from depression my whole life and hated myself for nothing, and now I realize that I have an actual solid reason to hate myself, and there is absolutely no hope left. I cannot believe I have been so blind with anger all this time. I am not religious, but I hope that this person is looking down at me right now and sees how sorry I am. It is unbearable, but I do not deserve forgiveness.