I Am A Horrible, Immoral Person When I Drink

I go out every weekend and regularly get very very drunk, when I get to this level of drunkness I will try and sleep with any woman, I often wake up in strange places with strange women, who I have no idea who they are or where I met them. I am then revolted by myself and them, if we get back to mine kick them out as fast as possible, If I wake at their's I try and get away without disturbing them. Last night I ended up with a middle aged married woman, don't remember meeting her, don't remember taking her home or having sex, but I know it happened, I wasn't attracted to her, i thought she was hideous, looking at her made me feel sick. My friends find it funny and tell me I have nothing to worry about, but I'm now 28, I've had sex with some where in the region of 100 women and I'm afraid that if I don't change I will end up alone. A sad and bitter person. I'm disgusting, I'm ashamed of myself,
Why am I doing is?
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26-30, M
Dec 9, 2012