Losing Faithand Hope..dying Inside

I am currently going through a very difficult time. (for the past 10 yrs) I have been divorced for 10 years and my ex husband is trying to take our two children entirely away from me. I am sorry but Ive never experienced someone so evil. no conscience at all. He is very narcistic and what most people consider a sociopath. I am so tired of playing by the rules and getting hurt. He plays dirty and comes out a winner all the time. I dont know what kind of parent would take the children away from the other. The children are very upset because they see how he is. It hurts to see the sadness in my childrens eyes, because I feel helpless. I am slowly losing my faith in God and sometimes doubt there is one.
susan0719 susan0719
46-50, F
2 Responses May 16, 2012

Hope God will make you (and US) believe that he/she exists.

praying for tyou