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Do You Feel It?

Geez. I don't know when it starts all I know is, I'm attracted to girls. This sucks you know! HAHA. It's just like wanting someone to be with you everyday even you know that it will never happen. I met this new friend and we have similarities and that's makes our conversation takes too long about 5-6 hours non stop texting and calling. I enjoyed every conversation we had I'm happy having her in my side even we're just like a new pump out mushroom that become so close in the shorter time I couldn't imagine then we decided to have a date. Oh.. It's not a date that your thinking. It's a friendly date.. No malice. Promise! ;) We talk about anything, out of the world topics or even out of the blue just not to end the conversation we had. It's funny. I don't know. I'm confused... I know she's my friend and I love to remain just like that but after the date she act strange she start ignoring me, i don't remember any bad thing i've done during our date and i sealed my identity during that time. I'm sad because she didn't answer my text and call and even my emails. i got irritated but why? Geez. here we go again. . . why is that everything that I want to remain the same happen to change as fast as a bullet train? I don't get her. Yeah. I know people do change but why she's ignoring me like this? I'm affected because i'm her friend and we're close. . . Did I . . . Or Or Am I attracted to her? Oh No. Boom! It can't be. I know my feeling and i don't think that I like her to be my someone ---- I mean my girlfriend.I don't like her to be my girlfriend and I don't have anyone. I'm single but deeply in loved to my former close friend that decided to left me hanging. Oh. gosh! yeah! she's so. . *sighs* Oh girls. . you really made this pretty face look like a damn moron. Anyway, I can't dictate my heart. back to my story, did my new friend feel something about me? I mean my sexual preference?. . . I didn't tell to her because it was a huge secret. But Did she feels it? I don't like her, Oh. I like her but only just friends its makes me sad that she start ignoring me and again it bad vibes! hate it.
Talalaila Talalaila 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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I agree with Starz93

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Maybe she felt same thing about you and she just distant herself from you ?.. or maybe she felt something different about you and she just left you?... there might be alot of reasons! But whoever leaves you is their loss.. She will be back if she is a true friend.. but if she isnt then she never was a true friend.. Remember if you love something let it go if it comes back to you its yours if it doesnt.. it never was...! :) ... anyway good luck...

How did the date end ?Were you both happy and it was a good ending?

I think we both happy. :)))))) Yes! Right, were happy. ;)

maybe she felt something diff. from you.<br />
maybe without you noticing letting yourself revealed <br />
because your with her. well you know its okay, for sure you'll<br />
find someone much better from her, but I know also the feeling <br />
of wanting someone that's not for you . I don't know, maybe in<br />
god's time you'll moved on.

Maybe you are right anyway now I'm okay. I guess, more better. Our closeness didn't back but she remain as a friend. Maybe, Im just confused that time but now I know I saw her as a friend, only a friend. THANK YOU SO MUCH Wisheart. Nice comment! :*