I Think She Is A Goddess, But I Don't Know What To Make Of Her Behavior.....??
Well, I have always been attracted to women and had crushes on other girls, but I have never acted on it. About a year ago, I met this woman in one of my college classes and was instantly smitten. She ended up dropping the class, but I made sure to find her on facebook and at least be her friend online. Anyway, this semester she is in one of my classes. The other day, out of the blue, she sends me a message on facebook asking me to save her a seat next to me (actually, she wrote: pleeeeez save me a seat). Okay, so I save her a seat, she sits down, and occassionally I catch her staring at me. After class, she gets up to leave but not before grabbing my forearm and telling me she'd be more talkative next class. Then, she posts on facebook that she has a date with some guy and she is so happy about it. She kept commenting about how she loved male companionship. Anyway, so I'm thinking she is just trying to be friends and make it a point to sit in a single desk in the back, away from her. I catch her staring at me again last week and the next time she came into class, she sat close to where I was, frequently looking back at me over her shoulder. Break time roles around (it's a two-hour course) and I run into her on the way back from the bathroom. she says she is going to the cafeteria and asks me if I'd like something. I tell her maybe a soda. she comes back with it, hands it to me. Then in the middle of class discussion she tells me that she has to talk to me afterward. She asks me if I'm going to a get-together some people in class were having over the weekend and I say no because I already had plans. She tells me how much of a let-down that is for her. I suggest we hang out some other time and she smiles, touches me on my shoulder, and tells me to be on the look out for places we could go together. I say okay. What is up with her?