Yes, I Am
I grew up in a small town in Indiana. From a very young age I can remember looking at women and thinking "wow she's really cute" or "i'd love to talk to her". I have grown up in a very conservative family where I was taught that being gay/lesbian is wrong. My parents are so against gays that they won't even watch Ellen because they say it's sickening. This upsets me soooooo much because I have tried and tried to change and like men, but I can't. Not in the same way I like women. I have had plenty of boyfriends (all very nice guys) and still have never fallen in love with one. When I'm with them, girls are on my mind. I'd never tell any of my friends or family though, for fear of losing all of them and being shunned. I wish I had someone who understood what I'm going through.