She's Already Taken

Why does she tempt me like this. It's something about her being forbidden that makes her more appealing to me. It makes her body sexier, makes her her voice sound more seductive when she talks to me or says my name. I used to need her like I needed air in my body, I wanted her so bad whenever she came around. She was my cousins girlfriend, but she was fine and I wanted her for myself. However, me and my cousin were tight, I couldn't do anything to hurt him so I just stayed away. He brought her to a family get together one evening and that is where everything started. Stares turned into winks, winks turned into smiles, suddenly she asked me would I show her around the house, while everyone was outside eating. l was going to say no, but I couldn't because I was feeling her too much.
"You know I like you" was the first thing she said when we were out of range from everybody else. In my head I kept saying to myself that she was my cousins girlfriend.
"Prove it." I dared her. I admit I had a lapse in judgement when I let her kiss me, but I couldn't help myself. And what happened after that, damn, I wish could happen again. After that day though whenever I saw her I would want to be with her but deep inside I knew that she was never going to be mine especially after she married my cousin. I am still attracted to her and sometimes I think that she still wants me to because she often tries to get me to be alone with her. We can't be together even though I still find myself attracted to her.
LissaLoves LissaLoves
18-21, F
1 Response Oct 7, 2011

I don't understand why is she with ur cousin and not u if she likes u?