Aaaaaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh The Pain Of It All

Hello to everyone out there  .
I have been separated from my ex partner for many years now. Have dated a couple  women from time to time
always seem to have my   . I Met a girl whilst  shopping , we seem to bump in to each other regularly basis.
One day it was raining and i remember her telling me she didn't have a car, so i offered her a lift home and  i
couldn't't believe that she only lived about .5 of a Km. away from me.  I told her where i lived and soon she would
pop over for a coffee. We had been seeing each other for about 3-4 months, we were like best friends who had known
each other for years not months. Then one day she told me that she had a boyfriend, i wasn't't to concerned about that
because we were like best friends, until she came over crying one day telling me her boyfriend was abusive.
I told her that no one should put up with that ( i know that's why i left me ex)  , she then threw her arms around
me and gave me the almightest hug i have ever had, nearly broke my back.
At that moment i can honestly say that the empathy i felt for her just sent my  in a spin and bang i was in love
I told her it's better to be alone than be in a bad relationship.
I hadn't't heard or seen her for a couple of weeks then she came around to tell me that she was still seeing her boyfriend
and that when she got home from talking to me her boyfriend said  whats next you going to move in with him (me), and
she told me that she said what move in with that fu--Wit. At that point i could feel my     and realized that i probably meant
nothing to her. But she still calls me, as much as it hurts i don't answer my phone because i know that we can never be together
so here i sit and type my story  for all to read. While trying to get her out of my mind.
Why do nice guys always get hurt?
jbman70 jbman70
41-45, M
1 Response May 10, 2012

I think u did right~she is not the right one for u:)