And I've Finally Figured Out Why.
Everybody has an image of themselves inside their heads. Not something you actually think about. It's just there. Sometimes it shows up in your dreams, I mean, how old you appear in your dreams. Well, in my dreams, I'm always in my early twenties. I have no idea why that is, but that explains why I sometimes bite off more than I can chew, physically, why everyone close to my age seems so much older to me than I am, and why, for the better part of my adult life, I've been attracted to much younger women. Don't get me wrong. I'm not complaining. It's just something odd I've discovered about myself. I'm sure there's some reason why my self image is stuck somewhere in my early twenties. Maybe some day someone will explain it to me. I might even figure it out myself.