I Finally Understand.

I have never felt any sexual interest toward anyone else but myself. I love to ********** and be in my own company.

I've loved a few people, but there's never been any sexual tension between us, it's more like I want to be close to them as friends and even those people are rare.

When everyone else reached puberty and talked about sex and who they wanted to do it with, I was confused and afraid there was something wrong with me. I tried to play along with everyone else, because I was afraid of being left alone if they found out about my secret. I would try not to ********** and felt guilty when I did, I would try to be sexually attracted to boys, but I simply couldn't.

Then, when I got out of the primary school and went to an arts and crafts school, I met my roommate who was lesbian. Thanks to her I realized there were other sexualities and finally I found a term for the likes of myself.
HoofFoot HoofFoot
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 17, 2007

Hi, My name is Kenny and I am writing a poem about auto***uality and am currently in the process of researching the concept. I would very much like to know more about how auto***uality has affected your life, and what sort of experiences you have had with it. If you want to help me learn more about this fascinating subject, please respond to kenny(underscore)the(underscore)bomb (at) yahoo. I will not use any of your personal information. Thanks! Kenny