Avoidant Too...

My APD has stopped me from doing so many things.   I have had great intentions to join many clubs etc but usually end up talking myself out of it or, if I do attend, drop out after the first session.   I like to tell myself I am strong as I don't have to rely on other people but know that I would love to be part of the crowd and have friends.   I live in a town of about 100,000 people and, apart from an occasional quick chat with a couple of neighbours, know not a soul as a friend. 

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Feb 11, 2009